I'd Like to Make Myself Believe

"I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems"

Funny how time flies in this world that we live in. Can't really believe that the last post I put was in May but then again this is me and my blog you're reading and I'm writing so anything's possible. Everything changes in this world, don't you think. It's such a pretty thing to think about sometimes. You know, what tomorrow will bring and all that.

So much has happened but I'm not gonna spill my guts all over the floor today and make an impossibly long blog but its pointless. Everything started anew for the Senior me but I have to learn to let somethings go and move on like everyone else. I think I'm just taking my friends departure a little to hard but the hardest thing for me to take is falling in love with my military enrolled friend. It's strange how I now feel comfortable just saying but then again it would be awkward if I told him so I'll one day tell him. A new start means a lost person but I'm not lost yet. I'm still on the map and walking down the paths that light shine upon. Wonder if anyone will now believe me when I say "I'm fine. There's nothing wrong with me to make you be too worried about me." I couldn't say that when I got a fever but that's a different story.

I think the only thing that hasn't changed about me is me. There's no other way to describe it without going into too many detail...really hate when I have to describe myself to another person because they're so dense and dumb. Sure I am judgemental sometimes, really blunt, and some times be self absorbed but I still have my good qualities like everyone. In between the the world of being self absorbed and considerate, I'd probably be one of the people who fits the picture. There are people who stand next to me but I don't know who they are. I'll find them but not in the future.

An early set of thanksgiving words. The few things that I am thankful for is my BFex Aubrey cause she's just a sweet doll. Sure we get each others cases but we keep fitting like mold or clay...or what ever you wanna compare us to. Another one is my Grace, Mai, cause we apparently fit together in that scenario only difference is that we're viet and not White. Lastly...won't tell you =P That's my little secret. It would be a little too much if I devulge my largest thanks that I have in my heart.

Stand tall and sit upon the wings to life =D Sleep tight everyone asleep in the world and good morning to those who woke up. Happy Thanksgiving (I know this is early but it's better than nothing)

One more thing, I'll be seeing a certain someone next monday so I hope that works out for the better.

Hugs and Kisses World! This will probably be the last for "What Blog?"...or will it?O_O

"To ten million fireflies
I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes"

Don't own the lyrics to "Fireflies" by Owl City