Fragments

Fragments are something that glisten in the light as if it is about to reside in some sort of state. It's strange though now that I think about it. My mind is like a fragment, it's in pieces that can take forever to place back together. Sure it's possible but can it be done is what I want to know. Is it something that can be reversed? I dunno, my mind scattered on its own and it is hard to recover from it depending how far my thoughts scatter from one another. I guess I could say that my mind is far from being repaired to a normal state of mind because of how unstable I am. Like fragments, my thoughts must be found and fit together once again like a puzzle piece. Like fragments, some are never found and you get disappointed when you can't find it. Like fragments, each piece is special to fixing something to perfection even though what ever is being repaired never does get repaired all the way.

Some day, I can recover and live my life normally once again. Being unstable though is bad because you can't control how you feel about things. I mean, right now, I have depressing thoughts for no apparent reason. I would be happy at one point and then just shoot down all of a sudden and not get back up for a couple of hours. Everything just increases ten fold and so it becomes quite problematic. I still function like I usually do but sometimes I just wish I would disappear so that I can forget I ever any of these problems to begin with.

But what are my problems?