Love

Hm...I don't think today is any different except that I finished watching "The Alamo" in history but we resumed watching "Roots"...so annoying cause we don't learn anything anyways. I went to Independence today but I went at the wrong time when I promised I'd be with someone in the morning...sort of. It wasn't great like always but it was better than going home and watching t.v. Friends beats t.v any day. My friend is in a rut though and I do hope he recovers because he has feelings for my friend's friend but the friend's friend doesn't have feelings for him after they kissed and had an intemate moment. Such sadness.

Love, what is love anyways? Is it something you can touch and breathe and taste as well? Is it something that makes people happy about themselves by being with the people they appreciate the most? Is it a special bond that people share between each other? I don't know what love is because it is to abstract for me to make an answer. Even though love has many different meanings, I think love has only one. The strong connection between two different beings whether they be human or not.

I've had my share of love but I just don't want to say something that will hurt people and have them hate me in return, especially one person. I can't say the love between us ever existed because it ties into identities. I think I just did it so that it is more one sided and so that the person isn't disappointed. To give a specific gender isn't something that I'll do. I will reveal what I mean one day but that day will be far from today. It hurts to even mention it because of the reason why.

Love is something important to people though because without love, we aren't really human. Without the ability to love, we wouldn't have sympathy for people or to have any direction of right or wrong. Maybe we do have a direction but it is confused and hard to understand as well as make sense of. Without love though, the most we can do is hate and hate is something that shouldn't not exist without love. I think it's that love that we have for one another is what makes everyone connected somehow by some invisible strings that we can't see but feel.