Hope

Today is a...questioning day if you ask me. I had to apologize to my friend about my over exaggeration about me being in a recovery room. My mind is some where up in la la land...I wonder if that exists? Other than that, the day has been boring. Been playing my ds game while doing hw so it's all good...for the most part until I fail miserably on tomorrow's psych quiz...nah, not gonna fail.

A star is just dust from different parts of space and yet a star is something that can be used as hope. Isn't hope just something that lives within us as in ideal that something good will come out of something bad? No, hope is not just that but a bunch of other things as well. Hope, in my definition, is an ever growing light that touches every and fills them with warmth along with the belief that every bad thing always has a good ending at one point. Hope is the love that people give to one another and want something for the best. Hope is, I guess, that motivation that pushes all of us forward in our day to day lives that drag onto eternity in the never ending cycle of life as it moves from one person to another.

I have seen hope first hand though it continues to elude me. I see it in everyone's eyes as they work their way through life. I see the invisible barrier that tries to keep it moving so far and yet, a simple conversation gave it a new home. Hope touched me but I never acknowledged its purpose or what I am hoping for. There are things we say with the word hope in it but does that carry the meaning of hope? I have said hope with or without the intention of it. It strives within me, a burning white light, for the better of the world.

This is what I hope for. I hope for a world without war and that peace lives above all. I hope for a world where everything and everyone is still alive for the future of our children. I hope that in the long run, my hope moves onto others.

It's a funny thing about hope though. There is one thing I want to know though, what will hope strike next? In you? In myself? Or in the heart of this world?