Past, Present, Future

Almost done with my psych debate slides so I'll be happy until I have to study for finals T_T Sorta cleaned out my room but really didn't do it and spent the morning being a kid by watching cartoons and playing games. I have to postpone visiting my friends until next saturday so another 7 days to go.

Things that happen now will happen later. Things that has happened before will happen now. That is the cycle of time which we cannot deny. There are people who will say that that theory is completely preposterous but I think it is true even though some events are not exactly the same which they shouldn't be to begin with. Those episodes of deja vu are either seen in dreams are has already happened once in one's life time. To bad my deja vues are dreams, dreams that are my reality.

Deja vus aren't that bad since we don't really remember most of it anyways and even if we did, we won't know the exact time and day. We also won't remember specific details so it doesn't make a large impact on our lives. I know I want to live by my memories because they hold more power than anyone would want to believe. I don't understand how that is even possible myself because a dream from a long time ago happens now which turns out to be weird. I mean, when a deja vu happens to me, I don't really remember that it is until a couple of times later but it always surprises me how my past is my future. We live in a constant cycle...more like a spiral since a full circle would mean all events would have to be the same.

We relive the days where out lives were the happiest but what days would that be? We all have different preferences of what we consider "happy" and what we consider something else. I mean, happy moments for me are when I don't have to fake it and no other emotions appear in that day. For others it could be the first day they got something really good, their first paycheck, etc. so it's hard to define what a "happy" day is.

Always live in the past so you can live in the present. Always live in the present so that you can live in the future. Always live in the future so you can become the past. That is the cycle of time but that is not the cycle for time and space.